It’s not.  You got back in touch.  I missed it.

How does it feel?  Did you check your phone to look for what you missed?  Did it cross your mind she’s probably with someone else?

I do that.  How does it feel?

I don’t do it to hurt you.  I do it for me.  It doesn’t feel bad.  It doesn’t feel good.

I had a good time tonight with someone who wanted to be there.  We talked in the afternoon me and him, not you.  He made plans.  He followed through.

It was 8:00 when you asked.  What are you doing tonight?

It was probably a mass text.  Nothing really planned.  Probably some party with binge drinking and young girls.

Tonight I was the young girl.  And, you know what?  I liked it.

Not that he is old and not because it bothers me.  We share things in common.  He laughs at my jokes.

It may be new and he may be shy.  He was there.

Where are you?  Where have you been?  I think it’s over.

We know it’s not.